I've been on a lot of boats in my life - all the way from a 2-person tiny sailboat to an enormous cruise ship, and I've been the captain many times (obviously, not on the cruise ship!)
It's relaxing to captain a ship when it's "full speed ahead" on a beautiful day with smooth water. However, sometimes there's a lot of boat traffic, choppy water, or sudden storms. These make the captain's job a lot more stressful, looking out for the well-being of other people in the boat.
Lately, I've been feeling that way... finding myself (figuratively) as the captain of a ship I didn't expect to be piloting. I wonder how I came to be in this role. I find myself wishing that someone else was the captain - being strong and helping to guide me and others through a stormy sea. Instead of feeling anxious, I need to look at this as an opportunity.
It’s only when there’s rough seas that you really find out how strong the captain is.
I intend to be that kind of a captain.
Good to see you posting, and I see you're having deep thoughts about life, challenges and your role in it all. Having seen what I have of you, I expect you shall be the kind of captain you desire to be. Maybe not perfect, but with character!
ReplyDeleteHang in, and listen for the guidance and test it against the wisdom you've been given.
Wow, thank you for your reply! I haven't read blogs or posted in so long that I didn't expect anyone to see it. I hope you are well!
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DeleteGood to see your post! Yes, there are definitely times when I’d rather not be captain of the ship. BUT have to carry on! We find our way.
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I would prefer to be 2nd in command (call me Mr Spock?) but sometimes leadership is thrust upon us. If I have to follow somebody, you would be my choice. Nice to see my old friends commenting. Maybe it's time for me to blog again?
ReplyDeleteWhenever you're ready to come out from the shadows, you'll have readers!
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